"Sorry" Seems to be the hardest word isnt it? Just trying not to regret on anything. i hope all of u too. I Just walked home from school. Thought alot for that 2hours journey. I think about my past , present and future. If today is my last day in the world, who will i be calling or looking for? Who will i apologise to ? I came to a conclusion when i got to my house lift. Im sorry to dad. That I cant be as Strong and as forgiving as him . When he left this world. I'm just too late to say sorry that I didnt treasure you. I'm sorry...
It is indeed the hardest word for those who will regret later in life, maybe.
Very complicated starting statement. I was just thinking what the lyricist of this song was feeling when he penned this song.
'What do I do to make you love me? What do I do to make you stay? What do I do when lightning strikes me?'
Ha! I just hope when lightning really strikes and you have only one breath left, you will not feel SORRY for yourself. For not having that courage to say sorry when you were alive and you have to bring this regret to your next life.
I am someone who does not wish to live with regrets. You never lived until you tried. Even if it fails, you have seeked closure. I think closures are important for you to move on full force in life.
All the questions left unspoken. Answers left buried within. How can one live this way? I would seek to find the truth, even if it hurts. This kinda pain are only temporary. It will heal rather than the pain of being around the person you once love and still loves but she is just so far.
If someone chose to keep quiet, there's only two reason. He/she doesnt know how to espress or he/she simply just giving up.
I'm leaving with lots of unspoken for both the reason. It wasnt me, i knew it clearly. World has become more and more practical. Selfishness,hurts and polluted the relationships around friends and ppl u care (maybe b4), Cos now it has being destroyed due to selfishness. I use to treasure , use to love everyone that i felt it reali worth it to. It's been striking me wrong. No one will care abt ur self esteem. No one will care if u are drown in the sea not becos they duno how to swim. its just they dun wana get wet themself? thats reali a scary reason. Mayb its my bad to take it so seriously. maybe im wrong. but, im tired to think so much anymore. cos who even care? its sometimes gd to leave unspoken when u think it no longer meaningful for it. mayb onli i think so=) i will smile and as if nothing happening. buts its trap in me.
Dad use to tell me. dun stop giving even u get cheated by ppl 8 out of 10times . becos the 2 that u helped will be much appreciated for giving. you safe two lifes though eight had stapped u from behind. As long as things that dun kills you, just make you stronger. I always believe in that. Even now. being cheated hurts alot. bt i might still be doing it. cos i always belief wat dad says. things that dun kill you makes you stronger. and im always stronger than wat i reali am. maybe not always. but atleast i manage to live on my past 7yrs without dads protection. so many different kinds of ppl ive met. never ever forget .
Human beings naturally take things for granted. Why must its b the excuse to escape? I love the start of friendship when its fresh. i love the middle when its true. i hate the end when things changes.
"Tian xie mei you bu shan de yan si" It's a chinese quotes. Meaning there's no one gathering that doesnt part/separates. Everyone will leave. Even families and love ones. I dun wish to stay in this reality, so many came to my life. Let me felt the floating feeling. And eventually left after a while. I treasure still. becos i knew the begining are always so real. I miss and i cry cos im reali tresuring. n i noe i can onli treasure and keep it in my memories when its gone.
Sorry really isn't such a difficult word. Er, by the way, asians have a bad habit of saying sorry till its meaningless. Start observing today. Say it when you really mean it and someone will feel the importance of this word. :)
Name : Chan Jia Jin , JJ
Bdae: 21st MaY 1986
Skool: nEw tOwn Pr|, oUtRaM Sec , nGeE aNn pOLy , SIM
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