I thought everything gonna be better ...
Why cant I be right for once...
After a friend's forward msg last night,
Im Sure... im very sure... im waiting for him...
The only him in my life now...
I thought i can pull through it.
I'm strong, i always believe i can pull thru it... When must you hurt me now?
I'm not your toy anymore!!! Im not a Toy! Pls Remeber!! Im not! im not....
It get me sometime to start back on track myself...
Pls... Let me off... I'm really scared now...You are too scary... You know I'm weak n helpless now. you noe tt! y u need to do tis to me now? =.../
why... why must you push me back off track. why?
Wat the point msging me all this? wats the point? i see no point... Serious...
Yes.. its reali unpleasent to read ur long msg early in the morning...
Its too late.. really too late doing all this thing.. Please Understand
Yes.. I finally cried... Finally! I CRIed~ Out Loud! You Happy?!
But I'm not touched in anyway... I find it helpless... not me... you are really helpless
Why Must you do this to me?
Maybe you love seeing me cry...
Why Must you come in & Out of my life as and when You feel like it?
Why Cant you just leave me alone???? Forever... Why!!
You can harm me in anyway u like... But Dont u dream on hurting him... i wont forgive u forever...
Im Really In Pain now... Its Tearing Me Apart....
As for u ( girl ) im sorry... n i noe u will treat him better than anyone ... including me... i haf no confident to compare with u... ive chose tis path n accidentally hurt u. but i cant give up now... it'll hurt more ppl... n him... but i promise... if his choice is u one day... i will respect his decision... I'm sorry... i will do anything for u in anyway. Pls tell me what i can do.. i promise... i will accept anything... ::: Breathless :::
**** Bitterman... believe me... im still waiting... *****
Chilliger fall too deep for u already. But Promise... to respect evry decision of yours =.) Goodnight
Name : Chan Jia Jin , JJ
Bdae: 21st MaY 1986
Skool: nEw tOwn Pr|, oUtRaM Sec , nGeE aNn pOLy , SIM
[[*My Adores*]]
Food: *ICE CREAM* sOtoNg, cOckLEs, cHerRy, dUr|an
Drinks: cHeRry, CranbeRry
Pastimes: dAncE, laugh, stone and sMiLe
People: LotS, aLmOst eVerYONe |ve mEt |n Life..
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