My fear draws nearer each day...
The thing that im worry of has becoming reality...
My love...
There's only you in my life
The only thing that's right
You're every breath that I take
You're every step I make
And I want to share
All my love with you
No one else will do
And your eyes
They tell me how much you care
You will always be
My endless love
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun
And forever
I'll hold you close in my arms
I can't resist your charms
And love
I'd play the fool
For you
I'm sure
You know I don't mind
'Cause baby
You mean the world to me
I know I've found in you
My endless love
And love
I'd play the fool
For you
I'm sure
That you know I don't mind
'Cause baby
You'll be the only one
'Cause no one can deny
This love I have inside
And I'll give it all to you
My love
My endless love...
Tired, Nervous, Excited & Worry.
Production in15 days time...
Tired : work & dance. limited time for me. injured back and restless body
Nervous : family, friends r coming to support me! die... must work hard
Excited : First production~ gosh... Jia you everyone~ should be damn dope that day
Worry : How if i cant dance for 4 items? how if i forget my steps & not enough mo qi? how if i wear the wrong costume out that day? how if dear cant take it after field camp trainings? how if my back cant tAke it? how if.... Feel so not prepared ...
When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love youI love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love youI love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love youWhen nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,WhenI love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love youI love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,When I love you no matter what
No matter what... =)
Crying inside...
~Yawnz~ Finally reached office 30mins ago... Late for work again -_- my $12 *flew off*
Edited pics till late night yesterday... lucky got uncle song you Acc me on the fone (or m i the 1 accing him??)* wahaha...
Proudly present pics i edited :
1. Combi Photos From bangkok
2. "the Radar Pose" 
3. The dance floor
oh noo~~~ im sorry everyone~! =( i miss my theory lessons again!!!! Its my 6th lesson missed... ive jus let my $120 fly away!!!! Argh!!! sorry!! =( Esp Dear... im so sorry... u make an effort to wake mi up when i dun think u can use phone so early in tekong right =( Sorry!!! AHHH My $120!!! Ok...I swear! No matter how tired i am! Tml i will chiong all my theory k! =X i sound so ah lian... oh no... But gosh!! i cant believe i just let $120 Fly away like that!!! @!*#@!$?/!
just had my lunch... now back office preparing to go down for the launch briefing... hope can close a deal tml ;p its a dream on thing la.. but who knows... i might be the millionaire tml~ lolz... siaoz.. feeling much better today... recieved a msg early in the morning from bitterman=) tt reali cheers me up alot... everything will be fine soon... very soon... **wishing & hoping**
I thought everything gonna be better ...
Why cant I be right for once...
After a friend's forward msg last night,
Im Sure... im very sure... im waiting for him...
The only him in my life now...
I thought i can pull through it.
I'm strong, i always believe i can pull thru it... When must you hurt me now?
I'm not your toy anymore!!! Im not a Toy! Pls Remeber!! Im not! im not....
It get me sometime to start back on track myself...
Pls... Let me off... I'm really scared now...You are too scary... You know I'm weak n helpless now. you noe tt! y u need to do tis to me now? =.../
why... why must you push me back off track. why?
Wat the point msging me all this? wats the point? i see no point... Serious...
Yes.. its reali unpleasent to read ur long msg early in the morning...
Its too late.. really too late doing all this thing.. Please Understand
Yes.. I finally cried... Finally! I CRIed~ Out Loud! You Happy?!
But I'm not touched in anyway... I find it helpless... not me... you are really helpless
Why Must you do this to me?
Maybe you love seeing me cry...
Why Must you come in & Out of my life as and when You feel like it?
Why Cant you just leave me alone???? Forever... Why!!
You can harm me in anyway u like... But Dont u dream on hurting him... i wont forgive u forever...
Im Really In Pain now... Its Tearing Me Apart....
As for u ( girl ) im sorry... n i noe u will treat him better than anyone ... including me... i haf no confident to compare with u... ive chose tis path n accidentally hurt u. but i cant give up now... it'll hurt more ppl... n him... but i promise... if his choice is u one day... i will respect his decision... I'm sorry... i will do anything for u in anyway. Pls tell me what i can do.. i promise... i will accept anything... ::: Breathless :::
**** Bitterman... believe me... im still waiting... *****
Chilliger fall too deep for u already. But Promise... to respect evry decision of yours =.) Goodnight
Im trying to smile...
Its my second smile... im sorry... i lost my first smile...
but i promise...
i will still smile...
bjon say i Must stay happy so that ppl around me will be happy...
I promise...
No matter wat... i will still smile...
But my guilt cant go away... I'm sorry... im not breaking down... cos i wont allow myself to... I will stay strong , jj is strong =..)
I miss you... I will stay strong for you too.. cos i believe & i trust ... You ...
I didnt mean to hurt u in anyway... its my fault, i'm feeling real bad... i'm too selfish... i reali hope im the one who recieve all the hurt... Really, sincerely sorry... I'm reali lost now... i haf no idea wat i can do to make u feel better... I'm sorry girl... I'm sorry... Wat can i do now to bring back ur smile n let mi be the one who suffer n not you! Pls give me a sign...
Im Sorry...
Sorry really really sorry... deep down my heart ive nv meant to hurt anyone... im jus too selfish... pls let mi haf all the hurts instead of u suffering it... sorry, really sorry (-__-..)
12 more days...
Happy to recieve ur call today... You sound tired... Hope u doing fine... worried...
Sat 7oct
Hazy day... Its 130 psi out there... got 7th month's feeling, too hazy alrdy=)
Missing someone its quite hard to handle. coz it's abit lost of wat can be done.
Thanks daph for that hug last night (=
Thanks Nra peeps still keep me warm company.
And i miss you...Hope all well and smooth.
13days more to go...
Ot today!!! launching four exclusive bungalows at andrew road... jj and anne @ work...
Meant for bitterman Mary J... We sweat together... MAry J, We trained hard Enjoyed Each other's company It all started here The Smile Comes Naturally Can you feel it? Lock & Key Are meant to be together Treasuring the time together Never let go Thats My BitterMan Chilligirl Will be waiting...
Too much to put it into words... the prince that opens up the walls of darkness... i dreamt of it before... and i knew it will be happening. Bitterman makes it happen.
Things that you've said, i've memorised.
"Dont know", "nevermind", "i forgot" makes u special...
The trust just builds up all these times that we've been through...
I forgot something, you reminds me.
I lost something, you calm me down.
I fall asleep, you looked after me.
I snore loudly, you just look at me ( lol )
I wana bath, u fillup the bath tub for me.
I'm hungry, you get food for me.
I'm cold, you huged me.
I'm lost, you lead me.
............
...............
................. You, completes Me ...
Save the last kiss... this our story...
A Year back
Kakis we become ...
Drunk together
Club & Compete together
Uncle vs aunty 
Just Feel Comfortable
That's when it slowly started
We support each other
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Name : Chan Jia Jin , JJ
Bdae: 21st MaY 1986
Skool: nEw tOwn Pr|, oUtRaM Sec , nGeE aNn pOLy , SIM
[[*My Adores*]]
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Drinks: cHeRry, CranbeRry
Pastimes: dAncE, laugh, stone and sMiLe
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