[[ Dancing Till The Morning Breaks ]]

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

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Not feeling good today...

Bad migrain, back hurts, bruises on both knee caps, lack of sleep... getting worst each day..
Felt so ugly n shag. Mummy say i'm looking bad nowadays. Everyone wants to be pretty & look good everyday.Who dont? But i just dont have the fortune to stay pretty n SLIM... haha... though its a sad thing la... but sounds funny... the beauty comes from inside isnt it? lolx.. so who cares if im ugly, short n FAT~!

"just too bored & feeling shitty today"
Support needed...

[[Danced Through The Night]]*|10:18 AM|

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

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Very Emo... for nothing but just a little tired i guess. wish to lay back, go somewhere out of the usual place. I want holidays!!! haiz... attachment is coming soon. i dun reali look forward for that, though i'm looking forward to shop for my office clothings~ haha...

I really wish to take a break. Just two days will be enough for me.

Have you ever feel puzzled inside before? like when you felt something in you that makes you think alot, but you just don't know how to express out in words. I always do. I've been thinking of something lately. I cant express out. Jus feel not right.

[[Danced Through The Night]]*|3:04 PM|

Saturday, August 26, 2006

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Once upon a time, you thought you had the world at your feet. It was as if you were walking on a rainbow.

Though you felt unsteady at times. you liked that feeling. You felt unsteady because you were head over heels in love.

A man/woman gave you such euphoria and then took it away. You're not crying because you've lost him/her.

You're crying because you can no longer feel love. You're crying because you've lost faith in love. You've come to realise that love can vanish in the twinkling of an eye.

Having experienced such a love, how can you hold back your tears?

What is the feeling of missing someone that are still in reality and one that are not...
Will it be the same?

I'm missing you at the moment. But you are no longer here by my side protecting me thru thick & thin.

I miss the time we jog together, catch my favorite movie every weekend, bringing me to everywhere i wish to go. I miss your snore when you are soundly asleep. I miss your smile when i smile at you. I miss the teddy bear hug you'd give me every night before sleep. I miss the gentle pat of urs when i woke up from a nightmare.

I miss you Daddy...

[[Danced Through The Night]]*|11:30 PM|

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

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[[Danced Through The Night]]*|10:33 AM|

Sunday, August 20, 2006

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It has been a year since i've blog... didnt intend to touch tis blog anymre until she hits my tots... decide to blog again. letting u noe ( yes u... the one browsing my blog now) that nothing in this world is fair. everything is imperfect... u jus haf to make the imperfect world perfectly yourself. cos i belief the angels are always by ur side... read tis... n feel it urself...

You, complete me ...
(*by lynn)

We often lay down a lot of criterias for our partners to fulfil. Most of the time, we thought we would like someone pretty similar with us in terms of interest or character in order to 'connect'. I beg to differ.
I am in search of someone who completes me. The definition of 'complete' is- having all the necessary components or parts. In terms of a relationship, i think it will be really boring to find someone who shares the exact same interest or hobbies.

I find its important for 2 persons to progress together. They must be able to share something from their own world. He will be someone who has something I do not. For instance, as a dreamer. I have so much love to give and I would like to spread sunshine to this world. I need a deep thinker who holds my 2 feet to the ground and remind me that this world is not perfect.

Before I march down that aisle, I hope I will be able to tell my other half, ''You, complete me'' Somehow I will be able to find that perfect position with him when we lie on the couch and watch tv and somehow doze off together. He will be the one who makes me laugh when I am feeling down. When I can't seem to remember my dad's birthday, he will be the one who will remind me. Why? Because he will be the one who is interested in my well being and my life and watch me grow old.
We are all reduced to ashes someday. By then, it makes everyone on this earth equal. Don't be someone you are not just to complete him. Just be yourself. See yourself as liquid or a gel. Somehow you will meet someone who loves you for who you are and you will feel like you're 2 pieces of gel that juz come together. That's when 2 worlds unite and you have so much to share till the end of time.

Its really silly to want to be someone you are not just because you are afraid to lose him. I said this before, if you are afraid to lose someone, you actually lost him already.

Its actually not hard to be a gel. Somehow when the chemistry is right, you will be amazed at how flexible you become to fit the other half. :) I choose not to believe that there is only 1 exact mould that fits another mould at some other parts of this earth. If he chooses to judge you and change you, he probably doesn't love you.
I am someone who likes to inspire and develop. All i want is to be the sunshine and pillar behind my man. During this process, he will be my moonlight and pillow whenever I am tired from it all.
Not everyone finds the other half. At least for me, I know I will rather be alone.

''I love you just the way you are.'' Simple yet true. Chemistry is an amazing thing. You can be the best analyst in the world but this is something you just cannot use your head to rationalise. You will soon discover it destroys the romance element. Just follow your heart. Be happy. Life is too short for you to be thinking ALL THE TIME.
Easier said than done. The more heartaches you go through, the more you think. Its tiring, I know.
I would still like to see the glass half full. Always reminding people to keep looking up.
Just go with the flow.... soon, you will find someone who completes you. He could just be someone around you.

* Silly girl, i hope u r fine now... cos ive been thru the same thing before... n im still happily standing infront of u rite now =) Smile...

Sign off Jj *mood level 3/5 ^_^

[[Danced Through The Night]]*|9:36 AM|